…if the happy times and feelings in a real-love relationship are worth the terrible times and feelings afterwards?…

Nothing makes sense to me. I don’t get how everything is the way it is. And I hate it. I guess all you can do is pray, change some things, and hope for the best… But isn’t that what we’ve always been doing? Everything will come together some day… hopefully…

..when you’re just so down..

…that nothing even affects you in the moment.

Mentally, physically, emotionally.